Fell asleep for like 10 minutes and woke up crying like mad. Still at a loss and don’t know what to do. Help me. 

Someone please enlighten me. I really really don’t know what to do anymore. It’s really no longer the same, is it? Instead of getting better, it’s getting worse as time pass. This won’t get us anywhere far. Always saying nobody cares but I really do. I guess it doesn’t matter anymore. Everything is my fault. Feel like fucking crap now. 

Just hope miraculously when I wake up tmrw, everything will be good. 

Lost and insecure,

Lying on the floor, 

Why’d you have to wait,

Just a little late.

But in the end everyone ends up all alone, 

Losing her, the only one who’s ever known,

Who I am, who I’m not and who I wanna be, 

No way to know how long she will be next to me.